The next few months are going to be really hard on everyone in my family...not that it's been easy up until now but coming up on a year is just really difficult. I miss her so much and can't believe she's gone. It sucks, there's really no other way to put it. It just sucks.
I'd like to post a few lines of a song from "Wicked" that always make me think of my mom, heck, every song from "Wicked" makes me think of my mom but these lines just seem to really fit. They're from the song "For Good".
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend:
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you:
I have been changed for good